{"id":15525,"date":"2023-09-01T14:29:05","date_gmt":"2023-09-01T12:29:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/indeks.mk\/?p=15525"},"modified":"2023-09-01T14:29:25","modified_gmt":"2023-09-01T12:29:25","slug":"kur-vdiq-baba","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/indeks.bilten.mk\/?p=15525","title":{"rendered":"\u201cKur vdiq baba” – Arb\u00ebr Selmani"},"content":{"rendered":"

Poezi nga Arb\u00ebr Selmani, 1 prill 2020<\/strong><\/p>\n

Kur vdiq baba,
\nvdiq nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb e imja,
\nvdiq pak edhe nana e pak edhe motra me t\u00eb,
\nvdiq\u00ebn k\u00ebmishat e tij
\nvdiq rroga ime e fundit n\u00eb xhepin e djatht\u00eb
\nvdiq dit\u00eb e bekuar,
\nvdiq\u00ebn k\u00ebrkimfaljet, shuplakat e forta, d\u00ebshirat q\u00eb i pata
\nandrrat q\u00eb si pata
\nvdiq pazari i m\u00ebngjesit, edhe krejt m\u00ebngjesi vdiq at\u00eb dit\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Kur vdiq baba,
\nKa vdek\u00eb edhe nj\u00eb lis diku n\u00eb malin e shenjt\u00eb,
\nKa vdek\u00eb nj\u00eb e mir\u00eb, nj\u00eb mir\u00ebsi, nj\u00eb p\u00ebrrall\u00eb nuk u tregua m\u00eb,
\nKa vdek\u00eb trupi q\u00eb jeta nuk i dha gj\u00eb prej gj\u00ebje,
\nSe nuk quhet jet\u00eb
\nKur cdo pes\u00eb vjet, fatkeq\u00ebsia gjen paqen e saj mbi ty.<\/p>\n

Kur vdiq baba,
\nVdiqa cop\u00eb cop\u00eb n\u00eb tepihun e banjos.
\nU zvarrita deri te rubineti p\u00ebr ta lar\u00eb fytyr\u00eb,
\nP\u00ebr ta par\u00eb vdekjen time,
\nP\u00ebr t\u00eb harruar sa trupi po vdiste po t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn dit\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Kur vdiq baba,
\nKush nuk u kfill m\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb time,
\nVdiq z\u00ebnka e fundit, vdiq nj\u00eb burs\u00eb studimi p\u00ebr Amerik\u00eb,
\nvdiq edhe diploma e shkoll\u00ebs, q\u00eb sot s`\u00ebsht\u00eb as leck\u00eb.
\nVdiq\u00ebn burrat e dob\u00ebt t\u00eb k\u00ebsaj bote,
\nVdiq\u00ebn grat\u00eb t\u00eb cilave natyra iu dhe shkelma shpesh e m\u00eb shpesh.
\nVdiq me bab\u00ebn edhe lumturia ime,
\nVdiq\u00ebn detet ku dikur futa trupin tim t\u00eb pakoh\u00eb,
\nVdiq\u00ebn fushat ku jam rrit\u00eb i g\u00ebzuar,
\nVdiq i dashuri im i harruar,
\nVdiq gruaja ime q\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb ekzistoj\u00eb kurr\u00eb,
\nMe vdekjen e bab\u00ebs ka vdek\u00eb nj\u00eb cop\u00eb e imja e vjet\u00ebr.<\/p>\n

Me bab\u00ebn ka vdekur edhe e bukura,
\nKompleti i librave t\u00eb Asdrenit dhe Kapitali i Marksit,
\nKur vdiq baba,
\nE ndjeva pickimin n\u00eb shpirt dhe shtr\u00ebngimin e Zotit
\nI pash\u00eb para meje ata q\u00eb nuk jan\u00eb t\u00eb bukur sa ai
\nSe askush nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb i bukur se bukuria hyjnore e bab\u00ebs,
\nSe krejt pat\u00ebn jet\u00ebn e mir\u00eb, po jo i imi bab\u00eb
\nSe shumica morr\u00ebn p\u00ebrqafime kur ai derdhi lot,
\nSe fati ka sh\u00ebtitur n\u00eb qytet k\u00ebmb\u00ebzbathur po bab\u00ebn tim nuk e takoi dot sokaqeve.
\nKur vdiq baba, zanat e bardha m\u00eb jan\u00eb kthyer n\u00eb gjarp\u00ebr t\u00eb zi e t\u00eb gjat\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Kur vdiq baba,
\nKrejt orendit\u00eb e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb i kam rrotullu e nuk e kam gjet\u00eb,
\nMorra avion, e as n\u00eb shtetin tjet\u00ebr p\u00ebr t\u00eb nuk kishte vend,
\nI mblodha dromcat e m\u00ebrzis\u00eb dhe i kapa bashk\u00eb, i p\u00ebrthekova
\nKur vdiq baba,
\nKa vdekur edhe nj\u00eb per\u00ebndi diku lart q\u00eb u lodh s\u00eb jetuari,
\nKa vdekur nj\u00eb Eros q\u00eb dit\u00ebt e mira i pati t\u00eb porositura,
\nKan\u00eb vdekur shok\u00ebt e tij, shoqet, kan\u00eb vdekur t\u00eb af\u00ebrmit q\u00eb nuk jan\u00eb kurr\u00eb t\u00eb till\u00eb.
\nKur vdiq baba,
\nU ula buz\u00eb lumit t\u00eb lot\u00ebve t\u00eb mi dhe qava.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Poezi nga Arb\u00ebr Selmani, 1 prill 2020 Kur vdiq baba, vdiq nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb e imja, vdiq pak edhe nana e pak edhe motra me t\u00eb,<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":14,"featured_media":15526,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[51],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15525","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-kulture"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/indeks.bilten.mk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15525","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/indeks.bilten.mk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/indeks.bilten.mk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/indeks.bilten.mk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/14"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/indeks.bilten.mk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=15525"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/indeks.bilten.mk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15525\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/indeks.bilten.mk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/15526"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/indeks.bilten.mk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=15525"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/indeks.bilten.mk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=15525"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/indeks.bilten.mk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=15525"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}